Friday, October 3, 2008

27 September Lazy saturday

27 September Saturday

Symptoms: food aversions – hungry but don’t know what to eat, same cramps and pains. Like something is shifting or growing down there. (I hope)

Today I was really hungry but I didn’t know what I wanted to eat, nothing made me really say “mmmm, that’s what I want”

Not much of an eventful day, I’m trying to feel neutral. I don’t want to get excited but I also don’t want to be pessimistic. I’m just hoping and praying all the time. Every second of the day, morning noon and night I ask God to let me carry this baby full term! I want to hold this one and listen to it cry and change its nappies and watch it grow!!
I battle to think of the future, I get too scared. I want to take this one-day at a time, or though I do wish most of this time away. Please 12weeks were are you?

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