Sunday, October 5, 2008

29 September - I hate Mondays...

29 September Monday

Symptoms: slight nausea in the morning, headache all day! FINALLY MY BOOBS ARE SORE!!

I called my doc rooms again today to schedule my first prenatal appointment.

10 October (Friday) at 11:45

Excited? Not really
Nervous? YES! YES! SO WORRIED!

Did I say that since I started “suspecting my pregnancy” I have been gagging when I brush my teeth! Horrible!

I had an emotional day today, I keep having these flash backs about my mc in March!! Why wont those memories get easier! I think of them and the fear and pain and emptiness comes rushing back! It’s so scary!

God please can I keep this baby?

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